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“六四”<\/span>25<\/span>周年前夕，诗人孟浪主编、台湾黑眼睛文化出版社出版的《六四诗选》在台湾、香港两地问世。正如孟浪在<\/span>序<\/b><\/a><\/span>中所写：<\/span><\/div>\n
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“……全书入选作品分为四辑：<\/span>[<\/span>辑一<\/span>]<\/span>入选作品写作于<\/span>1989<\/span>年“六四”当年；<\/span>[<\/span>辑二<\/span>]<\/span>入选作品写作于事件后次年的<\/span>1990<\/span>年到<\/span>20<\/span>世纪结束的<\/span>2000<\/span>年之间；<\/span>[<\/span>辑三<\/span>]<\/span>入选作品写作于本世纪的最初十年，即自<\/span>2001<\/span>年至<\/span>2010<\/span>年；<\/span>[<\/span>辑四<\/span>]<\/span>入选作品写作于<\/span>2011<\/span>年以来若干年间。”<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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“……本书最终确定入选作者<\/span>100<\/span>人，分布在中国、台湾、香港、澳门及海外欧美等国家和地区，其中逾六成以上居住在中国，除台港澳作者外，居住在海外的作者绝大部分也是“六四”事件发生后离开中国移居（流散）境外。……主体作者群以<\/span>1960<\/span>年代及<\/span>1970<\/span>年代初中叶出生者居大多数，也正反映了在自己的青春年代经历“六四”事件的作者，对此事件的写作敏感和震撼性反应最强烈，多年来持续通过现代诗创作作出纪念性追忆、反思和索问也最为密集。”<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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感谢《大陆先锋诗丛》主编黄梁先生，推荐我写于<\/span>1989<\/span>年<\/span>6<\/span>月和<\/span>7<\/span>月的两首诗。感谢孟浪，将这两首诗编入《六四诗选》，于我具有不寻常的意义：<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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六月：长满悲哀的双数<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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1<\/span>、<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
巧妙的季节，这处子一样的山水<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
正使孤零零的声音一拍即合<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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我生性杨花<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
在漩涡的中心，被突然热烈的<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
两翼托起，像垂死的鱼<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
从上游漂向下游<\/span> <\/span><\/div>\n
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双宿齐飞：是否两旁的森林<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
多的是这样的鸟儿？这至高无上的<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
动作，当我一次次捧起竹篮<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
又放上一朵最美的花<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
转瞬即逝：这爱情的深处<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
原来如此虚幻！<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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2<\/span>、<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
放浪形骸<\/span>:<\/span>这竟是你最切肤的第几次？<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
在水里燃烧，又在水里冻结<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
仿佛个别的两栖动物<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
哪里都不安<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
模棱两可，或用一捧水果<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
封住谁的嘴<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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你两袖清风<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
身体峻峭，隐藏着孩子和鬼<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
眺望雪山，你伤感地说<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
大气的东西往往简单<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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意料之中的泡沫，一瞬间的美丽<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
我们的苦难方兴未艾<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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1989-6<\/span>，达折多（康定）<\/span><\/i> <\/span><\/div>\n
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阶段：献给梦中自杀的人<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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找一句话，或一个单词<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
一针见血，百花齐放<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
我终于死在这一种武器之下<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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应该是婴儿就死去！这一次发生<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
这一个时刻，物是人非<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
倒下的样子，像是瓜熟蒂落<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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最后一次痛哭，说停就停<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
爆炸，也只是在内心爆炸<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
我见过的好女子都是这样<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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自杀的现场，被怎样的景物环绕？<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
春夏秋冬，选择哪一个？<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
我要让我的墓地盛开我写下的字！<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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我要让鲜血有墨一样的颜色<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
像水一样流淌，有人路过<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
但愿拾起我常用的笔，蘸一蘸它吧<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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我要合上在这里快瞎的眼睛<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
我要头发不再白，牙齿不再松<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
独自一人，长眠于青山绿水之间<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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请给我沐浴身体，修剪指甲<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
请给我换上从未穿过的衣裳<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
在另一个地方，我要冰请玉洁！<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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至爱亲朋，这是我和人间唯一的过错<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
但往后，他们还可能如此沉恸吗？<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
再往后，他们想起我如同一张纸轻轻拂过<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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该怎样的，依然会怎样<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
谁听说过一个名字被擦掉了<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
天不再亮，男欢女爱不再进行<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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但在不是梦的日子，肉体不是肉体<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
在不是梦的日子，心灵不是心灵<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
在不是梦的日子，我们不是我们<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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背后的，多少次的死，才可能真相大白？<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
一些姐妹也在梦游，哪一天<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
被谁的声音唤醒，就得救？<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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另一些姐妹，热衷于生活<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
看一是一，很少走眼<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
这使她们儿孙满堂，寿终正寝<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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啊，那干净的墓地将盛开我写的诗歌<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
过往的行人，请用我的笔饱蘸我的血<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
总有一天，我会欣然地死在自己的口下！<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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1989-7-21<\/span>，达折多（康定）<\/span><\/i><\/span><\/div>\n

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