<\/a>\u201cOld Shoes, White T-Shirts\u201d<\/p><\/div>\n
Life as I see it is about creating all kinds of things, not just rumors. To me, good fortune is determined by the amount of culture I have created. Thirty years ago, I beat out 100 million other sperm. That I was born at all is pretty damn awesome. Having come into this world, I should at least leave my mark. Sure, fashion and elegance are a kind of creative enterprise, but I\u2019m not very adept at them. Admittedly, there are many people in this society who believe that so long as you don\u2019t swear, you can lie, talk idly, speak in clich\u00e9s, start rumors\u2014big rumors, crazy rumors\u2014and your morals will still be intact. But I think the opposite. In fact, I would like to say one word to those stupid, self-righteous cunts out there: \u201cfuck.\u201d That\u2019s right. This will surely get those sanctimonious assholes shaking with rage, ripping me to shreds, yelling and screaming, rolling on the floor. Then, suddenly, they\u2019ll stand up straight and begin to judge\u2014and the solution is to say \u201cfuck\u201d again. Just fuck it. I\u2019m not fucking you, and I\u2019m not fucking everyone in your family, I\u2019m fucking this world, this world where it\u2019s fine to frame someone as long as it\u2019s done in a genteel manner, this world which allows people who don\u2019t curse but who lack ethics to act as moral judges, this world which allows those whose words are clean but whose hearts and deeds are not to be in positions of power, this world where black is white and right is wrong, this world which believes that a public figure, or anyone else for that matter, should under no circumstances utter a single \u201cfuck.\u201d Let\u2019s fuck this world upside-down.<\/p>\n
Life as I see it is about doing what you like to do and taking care of yourself and your family. Living life isn\u2019t about climbing tall mountains or diving into deep-sea trenches. Living life is as simple as sleeping your imprint into a standard-sized bed. I don\u2019t think having regrets means having shortcomings. On the contrary, I think failure is beautiful. The things I enjoy are not limited to writing and racing. I do so many other things. Some of those things I don\u2019t do well. Some I fail at miserably. I tell my friends directly: I really love to do this, I\u2019ve done it before, but I\u2019m not cut out for it, I embarrassed myself doing it. The most annoying thing in the world is to hear someone say, \u201cIf I were to do this, I\u2019d definitely do it better than Blah Blah Blah.\u201d Fuck off. You see me victorious on stage once, but I\u2019ve failed at it ten other times. So what? I\u2019m still alive. As long as you keep at it, you\u2019re fine, and people will only remember that one time you succeeded.<\/p>\n
Life as I see it is about being together with all the things you enjoy. One time at a fast food place I spotted a beautiful girl. I hesitated for five minutes and never mustered up enough courage to go talk to her. In the end she left, and to this day I regret it. In that moment, I was an idiot. What if I had talked to her? Worst-case scenario: her boyfriend walked out of the bathroom. If you were to die one day, it would be much better to brag and say you did something well or to jokingly recall your failures than to regret not doing this or that. I do plenty right now. I spend time with my family, my spouse and my child. I compete in around twenty races per year, and I\u2019ve begun writing a novel and a travelogue. But besides the occasional photo shoot, I really don\u2019t have energy to think about my style, let alone worry about my image. If I give a bad impression, I can only move forward. I\u2019m only responsible for the writing, not the customer experience or after-sales service. I won\u2019t change my writing based on other people\u2019s preferences. If you like it, it\u2019s a sunny day. If you hate it, it\u2019s still a sunny day. I\u2019d like to thank my friend for his earnest advice and meticulous planning. I know I\u2019ll suffer immeasurable losses because of my character and lifestyle, I\u2019ll swallow uncountable numbers of bitter pills. But at least, from my ideals to my passing thoughts, I haven\u2019t let anything go. So even if my life is full of defeat, I still won\u2019t feel sorry. My friend, I thank you for everything. There are hundreds of thousands of kinds of love and countless kinds of human hearts in this world. To win them over would be my good fortune. If not, I still have nothing to feel sorry about. But I do agree with one point: no matter how hurried I am leaving the house, I have to make sure my pants are zipped.<\/p>\n
<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\nTranslated by Little Bluegill.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Han Han posted this essay on his blog June 20. The images are from an\u00a0image file version of the post Weibo user TingLinMeimei created. During a race a few days ago, a friend who I had not seen for some time came to visit. He currently works as a celebrity agent. He spent the entire […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":991,"featured_media":139631,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[99,20,14744,5,4202],"tags":[3140,7733,14561,14820],"class_list":["post-139623","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-cdt-highlights","category-culture","category-level-2-article","category-society","category-translation","tag-celebrities","tag-han-han","tag-sina-weibo","tag-weibo","et-has-post-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"yoast_head":"\n
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